I dreamt of the Apocalypse today. I got down on my knees as the wall of fire approached me. I remember feeling a strange mixture of fear and hope right before the great flame engulfed me.
Fear because of all the sin I am guilty of. Hope - that I was forgiven and would be shown mercy.
When I awoke from this dream I was not panting and sweaty with terror. I felt an eerie calm and somewhat sad. I have fallen far short of my potential and I have much work to do but so little desire to do it. I am not afraid to die. However, I am afraid to die before I realize and accomplish what it is that God wishes me to do.
These are four things that have not been very prevalent in my life: prayer, strength, energy and wisdom. I need to pray. Pray for strength, pray for energy, pray for wisdom.
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